Maybe I've been gradually losing my problem solving skills over the years. Ahaha~. *imitation of Sayuri from Kanon*
Yeah. Her laugh's funky. Better than something like "Auu" or "Uguu". -.-
Tomorrow beach run! Hopefully can run a 12.30 and under and get the running over and done with. With some luck... I might be able to "slack off" after that. Ahem.
Or perhaps that would be a little too irresponsible of me? But then again, what other responsbilities would I have at that point?
Still have to wait for Ros anyway. I might as well bring my homework there to do..
Sian. Suddenly don't want to go for grad trip anymore! Rather sit in Singapore and burn my ass off/workout. Sigh.
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Some photos I took a while back:

Was walking outside Clementi Bookshop, and came across this poster advertising for a book that was published by Adam Khoo. Took a closer look... and guess what? "Gary Lee" is the co-author! xD
During internship, the three of us (myself, Ada, Eunice) would sometimes get really bored and do really bored stuff. Like blow up a glove!


And yes, I promised a picture yesterday. Here it is:

Eunice and Ada saw me stack up beads of dried up wax into two seperate towers, so they got bored and tried to link them up. I taught them the technique of melting and sculpting the wax, and tada - the epitome of bored acts!
Sadly, the wax bridge collapsed today. Not gonna bother rebuilding it... Maybe shall try a wax man next time. xD

Random photo. Can't remember where exactly I took it from. Was it along the corridor at Dr Seah's house? Hmm.
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The things I've learnt from internship really "transcends realms". I realized, that a work attachment does not simply mean going there to "learn what is done there", or "do actual work", but also to immerse oneself into the real working world. Most of us have spent so many years studying, that we hardly have chances to go out there and experience what real working life is like: the stress, the long work hours, the mundane-ness of everyday life, having to tolerate certain insufferable individuals, bouts of boredom and wishes of being able to be out of the workstation.
I long for it. I long to see the day where I can spread my wings and fly into that vast blue sky - free to choose where I want to go and what I want to do, no longer bound by this paper-chase. It's stupid. I study study and study, and in the end it's all for building some silly portfolio that increases my chances at a university education? Not to belittle such an act, but seriously, the thought of the amount of time spent on this pains me. Imagine what happens if at the end of the day, you realize that all this work was just in vain... and nothing works out. Then again, perhaps it's just me being pessimistic - but come on, I'm applying for two of the toughest schools to get admitted to in NUS. Admission is almost as good as striking lottery - well, not literally, but you get the point. I've the right to "rant". But I would think that some of the people applying for other courses/universities/colleges would face similar challenges, so who am I to complain?
But this restlessness, this helplessness, I just can't get rid of it. Argh.
Let's hope things work out... the day where I begin to treat patients.


